My first performance for 2026 was not a concert, nor undertaken for financial gain or self-promotion. Instead, it was a musical gift for family friends, offered to help create a calm and reflective opening to a celebration-of-life ceremony.
The experience prompted some unexpected reflection on what musicianship—and classical guitar in particular—can mean beyond the ambitions of youth. Many of us begin by overcoming fear, building confidence, sitting grade exams, and perhaps progressing through tertiary study, performances, competitions, and for a fortunate few, international touring. Much of this journey is necessarily self-focused: striving to improve, to be heard, and to find opportunity.
In time, however, it becomes clear that a sustained solo concert career is available to only a small number of musicians. After decades of commitment, the original momentum can fade, and questions naturally arise about purpose and direction. When music has been a central part of one’s life, this can be a strangely unsettling place to arrive at.
And yet, sometimes—when least expected—clarity returns. A private gathering held in memory of a much-loved member of the community creates a reason to apply musical skills in a different way. With ego set aside, everything falls into place. The result is a musical experience of deeper personal significance than many that have come before, and a reminder that the value of music is not diminished with time — it simply changes its focus.